Tic Tac

To want something doesn’t give you the right to have it, now I got that.
Want you so badly, but I can see by your behaviour that is not mutual.
You don’t miss me I do, miss you.
You don’t want to be with me I do, with you.
I love you, you don’t, love me.
Simple and easy…
So true…wish it wasn’t….
I’ll cry my heart out I know it, I can feel it….but not know….not when I’m with a sedative, blind by feelings….
It eventually will stop working, then the pain will be real.
When the time comes I won’t blame you for being true to yourself…but ‘till it comes, I shall remain like this…bleeding inside and smiling in the outside.
You’re poison to my blood…but just like the snakes you’re the medicine too.